Hi Guys !!!!

I am gonna start a new column on my blog namely, "Emotion On its Peak". It will be a daily dairy of a particular emotion either i felt or saw someone experiencing it. I will give a full overview or my outlook of that emotion in the article. I will try to describe the feelings in form of words.Please feel free to give your views as well as suggestions regarding which emotion we should follow next.

It will be fun to experience the same emotion in different ways and learn different views on it. are you game ?????

Say NO !!!

Sometimes I feel saying NO is the most hard thing. It breaks the most valuable thing we have a           "heart". Whether its for something or love. I Always tried to protect these things but hurt most of the hearts.

 I also love, i do have a heart, but it cant be everyone's. You cant force me to love you. You can make me understand your love and if i feel the same for you... I will love you more than you love yourself.

But try to understand it cant be forced. People say love him who loves you, a lot of people love me n i cant love them all in same way.

Its a concept nobody tries to understand they just say " you are mean". 

I am !!!

Really.

If I am thinking about myself then i am mean wow. What a hypocrisy guys have !! they are thinking about their love and i cant think about me.

Three Cheers!

And What if I said yes !! 

From the next day they want a hug .. kisss..

And in a week time they want the expression of love. For them love is only this ... and I ma not In It..

Truly saying ......... 

Friday Nights at office

Hello Friends,

It’s the first time i am writing anything about my office. Well it’s the first time i have something to write about. Well let me first brief you about this before getting forward on it.

I have switched my job and currently working in a US IT staffing company since one month. The culture followed here is bit inspired by US. Remember only a bit.

Here is the experience which i felt worth sharing.

Fridays are the fun days both start with “F”. It rings the bells of a weekend and party. It tells you to put up your sleeves, fill the car and go have fun.

Normally in our company we used to get pizzas on Fridays to enjoy it together and have fun. But 15 days back something different happened although good but unexpected. We got around 10-15 new recruits in our office. Young people who are about to graduate and we felt the talent in air.

Last to last week on Friday at around 3:30 am just one hour before ending of our shift. Two of the new recruits (twin brothers) started playing guitar and singing and truly speaking i don’t have words to explain the aroma it created.

Got to know that a lot of people in our office have distinctive talents. Their passion for singing was shown on that day. They were free from the world and were singing in their melodious voices. They sang songs touching the strings of everyone’s hearts. We enjoyed the whole concert. I can’t explain the moment in words. The room was so lively that the work pressure was evaporated from the shoulders of the people.

The reason i am writing this is because of the smiles i saw on the faces of the people that day. They were real smiles reaching the eyes. They were completely living that moment without thinking about anything else.

Guys’ life is too short to:

• ·         Lie
• ·         Be bound
• ·         Be Fake
• ·         Be unhappy
• ·         Hide

Smile when you want to, cry when you feel like, it is not showing your weakness rather our capability to accept pain.

Try to be open to yourself, so that the face in the mirror knows about himself/ herself.

Delhi .... Through My Eyes

Delhi a city full of cars and bikes is a first thought that will come to your mind as soon as you will step in it.

Here morning gives you a sound of hawkers with milk, vegetables and newspapers. Every turns gives you a smell of the most appetizing food in the world, each bite of which create a craving for more and more. Either it’s the samosa or the jalebi everything is so mouth watering that your taste bud will act as a magnet.

The land of rulers which still holds the memories of the great fighters any country can see. The passion and love of them for their country is still praised by the world. The steps they followed might be wrong but the result is remarkable. It’s a place which collected all the gems in the heart.

With a population of more than crore the city never loses its spark of life, every second person you meet on the road belongs to different state or country. It keeps everything intact in it without anything to outflow from the basket woven with love, compassion and humbleness.

Just walk out of your doorstep in evening and you will find the happiness of your life. College students gossiping around the corners, children playing with their moms, working people coming home, birds chirping and returning to their nest, every moment makes you relived.

The city is full of voices and noises but somewhere it also contains its calmness in it. People say there is so much noise everywhere but i say people are enthusiastic and lively.. that they live every second here. Traffic jams is a daily routine but it gives you time to see around the place. Getting late is better than never living.

Connaught Place the best circle in the heart of the city and truly speaking it’s the heart which makes the city living. The circle to hang out either at coffee shop or the corner benches. People playing guitars at the corner or couples holding hands in hands enjoying the weather and what i can say about the National Flag floating in the air as if it’s purifying it for us, everything is so beautiful that you will fall in love with it.

The world famous gaffer market is also here. All those guys who eat, breathe and sleep with gadgets know about it doesn’t matter where they live. It’s a heaven for techies. Those narrow roads with small shops have everything in them you desire or aspire.

Now what can i say about the chandni chowk, a place around the most gorgeous and beautiful Red Fort. You know what i can’t imagine anything i will not find here, from the most delicious food to the most stunning bridal attire. The place you will fear to enter because of its excessive crowd but will be happy afterwards.

The city has its own charm and attraction. A air worth breathing in, the land you should step at least once in your lifetime. The place full of love and life. The place where my steps forces me to go, the place i live and want to die as well. It is not a place but a feeling of happiness.

Reel Life or Real life ....

Sometimes reel life is so much perfect and better than real life. Because you know whats going to happen next, its pre- written and well written. The good and the bad both are written in the best possible manner. everything is just so right, right moment at right time....

You know what best part is ... If you don't like anything you can change it the way you want. Less realistic but more appropriate.

Old people says everything happens for some good and in reel life you know what is happening for which good. I like surprises and seriously I do but life never comes with surprises its either a shock or a lesson taught for the future. Later it becomes experiences of life is what people say.

But on the other hand it feels like its a fake life, it lacks honesty. You can keep finding the truth in it but only lies comes in hand. Its a fairy tale designed to entertain. Even I like to live in fairy world , the world of fantasies.

Its a hard choice to make but i still love the reel life.....

Whats your opinion ???

I'm Back......

Hello Friends

Sorry I was on Break for a while but now i m back you will see something amazing and outstanding soon from my side so stay tuned......

Teddy bears

I always loved my teddy bears since I was a kid; well I’m still the one. There are loads of reasons behind it. They proved themselves the most adorable and admirable partners. When I was angry I kicked them ,I rebuked them, I throw them away but they never hated me for that ,they remain the same always in all of my ups and downs.

When I cried they soaked all my tears into them and make me smile. They always behave like nothing happened. They take my sadness and convert into a smile in no time. They understand me in all the situations I faced in the life. They never asked why, what, how, they never say go away; don’t want to talk to you. They never reject me. For them I’m the most important person on this earth.

They always hug me with hands wide spread, the hug when I forget my pains, my sorrows, the hug which I want my friends to give me ,my love to give me but it is given by teddy bears. They never complained, well I didn't give any chance of that to them because I love them.

  But still they are just teddy bears .

Brother

WANT FOR A BROTHER IS MY WISH FOREVER

JUST DONT WANT TO SPOIL IT FOR PRESENT OR FUTURE

A WISH IN EVERY WISH TO HAVE A BROTHER

ITS MY DEADLY NEED FOREVER........

MY LOVE FOR BROTHER

IS THE LOVE NOBODY CAN FEEL EVER

IT IS A SECRET DESIRE

WHICH I ALWAYS ASPIRE.............

NEITHER WISH FOR FANTACY NOR FANCIER

BUT ONLY AND ONLY YOU BROTHER

HAVING THE BROTHER

IS JUST LIKE A THIRSTY FOUND WATER

MOST PUREST RELATION FOREVER

BUT I CANT HAVE IT EVER...............

EVERYBODY WANTS LIFE TO LIVE

BUT I NEED A BROTHERS SHOULDER TO WEEP

DONT KNW HOW TO ACHEIVE

BUT I DREAM IT IN MY EVERY SLEEP......... 

FRIENDS

What are friends for? This is the statement every time I say when my friends says thank you for some help. God decided who will be our parents, partner but its friends who we choose, for whom we live and we can die.

From the first day of the school till the last breath of our lives they are the part of our lives.

We laugh for no reason, we fight for silly reasons and start talking after 10 minutes, tease each other with the names of different guys and gals, but whatever the situation is we are there for each other.

They know you more than your parents or you yourself. The best chapter of life is FRIENDS…..

Thank you guys for being there for me every time, Vaise

“what are friends for ?”

HOME

After coming 2155 kms away from my home I realized the love I have for my home.my love for that main gate on which I used to swing every time I enter or leave the home, for the entrance on which I used to make rangoli on deepawali, the side entrance where my bicycle is parked, as if it is Audi. It was the vehicle on which I used to roam in whole city as I’m the queen and it’s my personal Audi.

                                                                                                                                                                                I miss those stairs on which I used to fall 10 times a day and in spite of showing affection my mom used to scold me, I miss that scolding full of love and care for me.

                                                                                                Now I realized how much I love those maroon and cream walls of my room after being thousands of kms away from them. I love that books shelf where I used to keep all of my books properly, untouched .I miss the almirah which I never cleaned even after listening so many scoldings for that.

                                                                                                                

                                                               

                                Of course how can I forget “rules of entering my room?”

Funny isn’t it .Now I realized how much I love those small things, small moments I used to spend with my parents, my teddy bears, my terrace………..

                                                                                I miss the voice of my mom which was the starter of my day and the goodnight kiss which ends it. I miss when my dad calls me different names and never go to sleep till I’m asleep. I miss the fights with my dad for small things.in actual I miss being me. I miss the selfless love of my parents for me, I miss the friendship of my friends, and I miss the relationship of me with my room.

A GIRL AND HER FAIRYWORLD

A baby girl born in November in the middle class family of MR. and MRS. Gupta. Both of them were on cloud 9 ,they planned not have more children ,they wanted to give their daughter all the pleasures of life. They wanted to fulfill all her wishes. She was………she is……….she always will be the princess of her father.

She grew up in her own fairy world where pain and problems do not exist.Inspite of her bad luck in all the fields, she never felt bad as her parents love her beyond the imaginations, they pamper her like a doll.

Still she had one blank in her life which she never shared with her parents. She misses the love of a brother. That was the day which brought a big change in her fairy world. Now a new member joined the fairy world, her brother, who do not exist, she played with him she love him…he cares for her, he is possessive for her.

Now she is older, she reached to her teen age. She started to find a true friend in every person she met with whom she can enjoy and play. She wanted to make an addition to her fairy life, but her first dream broke, her fairyland got an earthquake. She even doesn’t have a single good friend. Her fairyland’s doors got closed. But her search didn’t stop.

Now she finished her teen age, she started to feel the different types of feeling, now her fairy land wanted a prince to accompany her and her family. And a prince came to the land, she lived happily with him but suddenly he deceived her. He left her alone.

She stopped smiling, then the king her father and her brother came up to support her, to tell her that still many people love her, she is not alone. She started smiling and living again but the gap remains.

Now she had to go far away from the king and the queen to study higher studies. King loves her, he doesn’t want her to go, he tried to stop but he was not able to.

And she reached the land where human beings live, who plays politics just for fun, which hurts people, who don’t know how to treat people. She felt herself behind the bars and her only sin was leaving her dad at home for studying. A good step for her career turned to be sin.

She is out of her fairy land now because these human interfered there,she left all alone.she ran , she cried but humans didn’t left her and continued their actions.her fairy land was collapsing because the source of energy of the fairy land was her smile which she lost.

After lots of kicks and boxes she got the result,she didn’t wanted to loose her fairy land where her brother lives,where her life is happy.she is curing him as he is also hurted because he is the part of her, not a body of flesh.

And she will bring him and her fairy land to their original place,she will prove her love to them.

Horizon

A place where earth meets the sky, where truth meets the lie. It’s the place where every negative thought meets the positive one and get dissolved into it.Its the point in life when we realizes ourselves. A place full of peace with loads of noise.

It shows the fact what we see can be different from the reality.it teaches us to see every aspect of the situation before giving the solution. Different persons give different meanings to it but for me it’s the place where I meet myself virtually not really.

I love this place beyond the imagination of any person. Just not because of its beauty but because of the various aspects it shows in just a second.

Dominating

we always say "that chap is very dominating,what he thinks of himself,is he the son of some prime minister?"
we say all these stuff because we dont know that person,what he is?,what type of person he is ?".we judge people from their outer cover.
and when that same person enter our lives as our friend at that time he is no more dominating rather the most caring person in the world.
thinking twice before giving someone any name.that person can be something else in comparison of what he shows.
think differently.....

Friendship,Love and Misunderstandings

You meet a stranger start talking, laugh for absolutely no reason at all, have stupid fights that are over in ten minutes, make fun of each other when you walk into stuff and no matter what happen you are always there for each other. THAT’S FRIENDSHIP!!!!!

You met someone; you don’t know why you always want that person to be with you. Whether you are together or apart that person is always on your mind and in heart. You can’t explain about him/her to anyone. You blush by listening the name of the other person. THAT’S LOVE!!!!

When we try to mix these two relationships together misunderstandings arises, trust is not the reason always.Inspite of trusting the other person blindly, and misunderstandings comes. Each and every relationship has its own value and importance. Changing the priorities creates misunderstandings, insecurities and hence leads to a very unbearable result.

THINK ABOUT IT!!!!

Being Alone......

“It’s so sad that I’m alone, nobody talks to me! “These statements are worthless. Just think this way,” I’m alone means I have more time for myself, I can do a lot of things, I have time for lot of work”.

Life is just about thinking differently, being sad is not the solution of the problem, living the problem with attitude is the solution. Show the problem that it does not affect you, is the defeat of the problem itself.

I always remain alone it mastered me in lot of things but yeah it also have dark side I’m nothing in lot of things. But you cannot beg in front of anyone that I’m alone please give me your company, you can simply ask.

Being alone makes you analyze yourself ,you know who you are and what you are. You become your own best friend when you living alone. You will start loving your surroundings. 

Studying....

UPS AND DOWNS

Formerly for me life was waking up at 11am doing brunch till 3pm .going to shopping, movie, roaming and coming back at 7 -8 pm .then bear the scolding of the PG owner regarding food out of concern.

Dinner at 10 pm that too little bit as already stuffed with other stuff of malls. Then pretend to the owner that you are sleeping.as soon as she is gone just dance and make fun. After 12 in the night rat fight starts in the stomach.so ‘chupke se’ go to nearby adda and have coffee and bring Maggi packets to room. Then preparing Maggi at 2 am by those who even don’t know how to light the gas and start a winning show. Sleeping at 5am by doing Facebook.

                                                                                And now sleep at 2 am no Facebook and wake up at 7:30 am go for gym, then breakfast till 9 am or stay hungry. Class at 9:30 am get back to room by 6 pm ,study, as you can’t roam or talk to guys, no casual wear……….” Senior’s rules”.

“THIS IS WHAT WE CALL AS UPS AND DOWNS”

I , ME , MYSELF..........

The most selfish 3 words, but do you really think that thinking about oneself is a crime or selfishness. I love myself then is it a bad thing.

 If we analyze the thing then we will get the answer that those who are selfish they don’t love themselves rather they admire themselves and want the same from the others.

If we love, then we love each and everything on this earth. Love doesn’t differentiate between human being and anything. Love is a feeling if it’s there it will be for all.

“If anything is done by me then obviously I’m the person to get the credit, how can I ignore myself.”

Have you noticed something in the above line all the three words are used there but without the smell of selfishness!

There is lot of things which we have to think before making an belief, as belief‘s are easy to create but difficult to modify.

The person who uses “I” is not the dominating person always rather he is a initiator…….. think differentJ

JUDGEMENT

before you judge my life,my past or my character........walk in my shoes,walk the path i have traveled,......live my sorrow,my doubts,my fear,my pain and my laughter.......................
REMEMBER..............................everyone has a story.when you've lived my life then you can judge me...............

LIFE

life is a asset full of liabilities,
it is a path with different responsibilities,
full of cross roads with loads of simlarities,
it is a balance sheet without any equalities.................
                                         


                                                written by me